Sunday, November 6, 2016

A dream I need to pray about

I had a dream this morning. I was 15-20ish in age at this event where I was being honored for something along with three other girls.  I found a seat next to these two boys within the large crowd who appeared to be brothers. I sat next to the older boy who was a little bit younger than me. He had dark to medium brown hair, and he was a special needs boy. When I sat down next to him, and I offered to play thumb war with him. He had previously been having a bit of a reaction or something that made it impossible for him to calm down. But as I played thumb war with him he calmed down, and I felt this instant connection with him. We talked for a while, and George appeared briefly in my arms. The boy asked if it was my son, and I said it was with a smile. After a bit the mother and a case worker appeared so they could take the boy home. I gave him a hug goodbye and told him that I wished I had met him earlier. And this music that I've never heard before was playing in the background the whole time I was saying goodbye to him. I was at this table trying to write my email address down for him, but I kept struggling to write it correctly. Then Justin woke me up to help with George.
This music piano and cello and violin melody was still in my head. I was so sad that he was gone that I started crying. Has anyone else ever had a dream so powerful that it made them cry? Sob even?